people respect your convictions....

just a simple observation today....

back to government class again, lol. seems this class has at the very least evoked a lot of thought process with me...

today we were assigned two group projects. the first was to read a newspaper article on a bill passing some time back. then read several articles to be labeled with our notes from the past week. the problem was the first assignment...

this was an article on "partial-birth" abortion and NOT one i would normally care to read. i know, i know...you can't just pretend things don't exist and hide your head, but i tend to get very emotional and sad when i'm innendated with too much yuk! part way through the article i got nauseous reading the details of the "how." so i made the decision to opt out of the assignment and loose a few points. i did do the second one in case you're wondering.

to my surprise, everyone, including the teacher himself, was not only respectful, but kind and respectful. goes to show, you can still stand up for what you believe in and have those that might disagree still RESPECT you for doing it. amen!

limited or limitless....24/7

so having been a big fan for many years of 'American Idol,'

i am always thrilled to see people who've graced their stage,

like Chris Sly or Mendesa,

head in the direction of Christian music recording!

so i was listening to Chris' new song,

one of my favs right now,

and thought about the lyric....

"empty me of me, so i can be filled with you."

so it got me thinkin....

do you have to take something out of yourself

in order to add another component of God???

i concluded...yes and no....

in our flesh, we are extremely limited,

as if confined to a small box or something,

unable to escape.

but in our spirit, the spirit of God,

we are LIMITLESS!

there's ALWAYS room for more of God

and we don't have to lose something

in order to get it, Jesus paid that cost already.

24/7

i've always thought, based on the word,

that we chose each day to "walk in love."

my mistake was thinking it was a daily thing you

said to yourself or prayed in the morning

and went on with your day...

NOT!

i've found i have to actually chose it

every second of the day, over and over again

and actively seek peace each minute i truly want to have it!

blessings...

givin it a gooooooooo....

k, so this is not my typical, deep thought blog, but i wanted to try the whole "upload" thing with a pic (with the guidance of crystal, thank you very much missy)....so this is our halloween entourage.....old macdonald, his pig, chicken and cow, which btw, the pig and the cow took first prize at the county fair!!!

the grass is always greener.....

WHEN YOU CAN SEE IT!!!

i'm keepin it light today, lots to do...so i've had a slightly annoying cold this week that i caught from my adorable son, who probably got it from a pint-sized friend at church or school. the three days we just hybernated were absolutely gorgeous outside (although i have stated in bri's blog i'd prefer colder weather in november, but that's probably just me). we decide last night we're heading out today for some errands and fun time no matter how we feel. but then we get up and.....YUK, IT'S RAININ'.

then i check a little news...asher's father, his half-sister and her great mom live in denver. they've gotten over two feet of SNOW the last week or so. so the moral of the story is the same as it's always been people.....the grass is always greener on the other side until it's MASSIVELY blanketed in snow! blessings...

i'm not the government.....

so today, of course, i'm in another discussion involving the elections and issues....dah, it's election day. here's hoping you all voted and prayerfully to boot!

the woman says she was raised Baptist and believes in the Bible but that it shouldn't be a consideration in voting....huh? i know the founding fathers sought to have a "SEPERATION OF CHURCH AND STATE" because in their human wisdom they knew that politics and "religion" don't mix easily. i think we can ALL agree on that one, lol! but I'M NOT THE GOVERNMENT....i'm a living, breathing, spirit-filled Christian who does not believe God should be absent from ANY part of my life!!! my life belongs to HIM, all of it, and i give it freely and with gratitude.

i know it's a hard concept for some to grasp, but that distinction was meant for the government, which is supposed to be a representation of the people. i hope it will soon become clear that these are not seperate places for those who truly follow the Lord, any more than we are more than one person in who we are. we are a mixture (there's that cool concept again: see note on stew and chocolate chip cookies, lol) of all experiences and beliefs and you can't just TURN THAT OFF at a moment's notice...and why would you want to???

TAKE GOD WITH YOU AS YOU VOTE TODAY, HE DESERVES TO BE THERE!

two sides of wisdom.....

so recently i've had two epiphanies concerning wisdom...specifically God's wisdom.....

i have an unruly knack for trying to convince people of my way of thinking, albeit: change their will...so it occured to me...if God himself gave people the gift of "FREE WILL," then who am i to attempt to take that God-given right away from them. once again....God's plan prevails!

the second situation involved having a discussion with probably the most liberal young fella in my government class. the funniest part was when the teacher seen the two of us having a discussion, he got a total look of panic on his face and felt compelled to say, "i don't want an arguement between you two." weirdly enough, we were both very cordial and calm when he said it. anyway, he was giving me the "i listen to all sides of things and then decide what i think is best" speech i hear from many secular people all the time. and suddenly, as though filled with the breath of Jesus, the correct response just entered into me and i said to him......"the difference is that i don't rely on MY own wisdom to make decisions."

as human, emotional beings, whether spirit-filled or otherwise, it is narcissistic of us to rely on our own understanding for such big decisions as marriage, abortion or even how to raise our children. that's why we as believers are so enormously blessed to have a wisdom FAR BEYOND OUR UNDERSTANDING and comprehension to give us all the answers we could ever need! amen.

today i chose peace.....

today i had my intro to government class again.....

i've been trying the past week or so to say each morning, "Father, today i DECIDE to walk in love toward others." i gotta say, a lot of those days, it just didn't work. so again today i said it again and went on with my day....

as time approached for the class, GOD gave me the insight i needed to finally by successful at it. the reason, for me personally, that i'd been failing at it before was twofold....

one....after saying it in the morning i often forgot it and didn't remember it again until AFTER i'd walked way out of love with someone. so since the Bible tells we should meditate on the word, that translates in this case to reminding myself throughout the day to stay in the walk, rather than just letting circumstances hit me in the face before i remember my mission for that day.

second....if you know you're heading into a situation that might be difficult to stay in that love walk, then take a few extra seconds to pray and remind yourself again what the real agenda is. then you won't be caught off guard and misstep.

so today i CHOSE peace, and not without a small stumble or two, i stayed in it and liked it a whole bunch MORE than the alternative! blessings...